Had dinner alone at mac just now. Sat in the corner all by myself and memories started to flow. It was just then I realise a ger who was sitting not far from me, she was crying. I saw tears flow down her cheek. Can feel that she is really hurt deep down somewhere. I told myself" hey eat your meal and stop beinging a kpo". But somehow I just can't control my eyes. She looked so ke lian. Most prob she had a fight with her bf or maybe just broke up. Hmmm hope she will be ok after the cry. Tears can heal the pain.

Its here. The letter finally arrived in my mail box. 13th of July thats the day where everything ends and a new life begin. Before the letter came to me, I am just like a drifting soul float nowhere in my world. Now that the letter came, out of a sudden it seems like I still have something that I have not accomplish. Not that I don't want to or rather that I don't know how to or maybe its just a dream of mine. Anyway no matter I am going to do an ending before that day.

Its was some time back then when I was hoping badly to obtain the wing. I still think that only the cream can obtain the wing. I looked up upon the sky imagined myself with the pair of wings. Now that I obtained the wing, I was happy at first but I realised that this wing that I have obtained is just so normal. It was such a disappointment to me. Will this pair of wing fly me up to the place that I want. Will I see the dream road of mine with this normal wing. Seems like I am still unable to out shine after all.

Recently I got a wish, I wish to have 2 different me inside me. By having 2 different me, I can just switch to any of them whenever I wish to.

The dead line is closing in. Everything will be so different after that.

CHEESE CAKE..... I want to eat cheese cake.....

If a bad day will just be gone by singing a sad song it will be so wonderful. Ya no doubt I had a bad day today, a really bad one. What will come to it does not really matter to me anymore. And enough of the let go let go thing. I had enough of it. Regarding to the previous post, those were just little hopes that I wanted to kept winthin myself. I already gave an answer to myself after the cheese cake. I really just want it to be like old time. I tried. And here I walk one big round around the bush and say forget it no point talking about it anymore. Walking such a big round make me tired but why do people still want to go about the big round. Ok enough of singing of sad song. Opps wrong it should be typing a sad post haha.