Finally 3 day of audio house road show ended today. Dam tired. Sales on the 1st day was not up there. Maybe because I too long never work liao haha. Then there was a little improvement on the 2nd day. By then I think I was also able to become a promoter for HD TV too. I can actually copy what they said. Oh got a suprise visit by jolyn and she bought snacks for me. Thanks a million for the MARS. TOUCHED! As for today my sales was very up there and I liked the feeling. Got to know new friends this show again as well as getting to be closer with the audio house people. I like working with audio house feels more relax and fun.

However the sad thing is i miss out the food at the show too. Never got to try the BBQ sotong. And I think my ears will degrade earlier due to clubbing and the speakes that were blasting at the road show.

I am going for my freashman camp starting from tml till friday. And I still have not pack my stuffs yet. I really want to go for the SIM bash too but it clash with my camp. Damm sad don't know if I can like leave for one night and join the usual at butter fac lol. I think I shall go pack my things already. Till then everyone....

PS: I am still reachable through my phone. So just feel free to call or sms me.

Yesterday I woke up early in the morning and made my way down to CCK to had MAC breakfast with JOC, Joel and Frankie. It was JOC idea. Can't believe I really did this kind of crazy thing. But give it to the moo la. Then met up with Hui Ling and headed to town. Really got to thanks her for accompany me down to town to buy my sandal. And also thanks for the discount haha. Went to the new orchard ion to explore. Although not all the shops are open yet but the place is still cool and nice. Its just like another paragon because most of the outlets there are branded. Even some which I never heard of. How I wish I got the money to spend there.

Then as for the night, I party all night at phuture with the usual 3 who are left in SG. It was pack as usual. BH went high, duper high or I should say crazy. But once agian give it to him because we all understand.

As for today, I woke up around 2.45. Dam tired. Met up with Jolyn for dinner and movie. Seriously from the first time I saw her, I really thinks that shes a potato but I was wrong. Her chinese is actually very powerful. Can't blame me for that because she spoke to me in english all the while the first time we talked. Anyway Harry Potter is not that bad after all. And "FIGHTING" is out but only a few places screening. I so so so want to catch it but I am working this coming weekend and my freshmen camp is next next. Hopefully by then the show is still screening.

My blog is lagging behind alot. Lots of event took place. All those who supposed to go AUS for studies had already left. Leaving behind Alfred, BH, Frankie and me. And out of the 4 3 of them are losers haha. Or maybe it just 2?? Been cutting down alot on clubbing lately. The last one was at power house, it was my first time there. I shall give a 3.5/5 for it. Guess what saw my boss there having fun and talking to the chicks there haha.

Had my first try at KUSHIBO yesterday with the secondary school gang. Had a dam full dinner. All the sea food and the beef there are tasty. Then headed back to Yishun GV for movie with the usual. And then home sweet home. As for today I went for a hair cut and then swimming. And ending my day after dinner and a pool session at AMK.

Lately I been seeing people around me going through a emo season including myself. But I am feeling better now. However I am also wondering why some of them are also emo? From what I see, hear or what so ever, they are pretty much better of than me. I just don't understand. Wondering how long my loser streak will go on like this. But fuck it i guess, just enjoy myself with the other 3 not 4 including joel as much as possible.

Ps: We maybe loser but we will never give up LOL!!!!

Just got home. Ya Went to club agian. Really didn't intend to club but for frankie and zhi hong I decided to go. Though Frankie did not join us in the end but I understand. Brother cheer up and happy birthday. And really don't ever think of joining me as a loser lol. Dk and Qh left today morning. Wish both of them all the best in their study over at AUS.

Clubbing to me now really felt so different from the past. Its really not the same anymore. Don't know why but its happening to me. Maybe I am just too tired really really tired.

Ps: Maybe someday or maybe I will never let myself agian........

Spend my sunday Sat night at Dk house with the freezer chiller. The last gathering with all the people there I guess since 3 of them will be flying off real soon. After they leave will left with BH, Alfred, Frankie and me the 4 regular from the freezer chiller haha.

Then yesterday night went fico for soccer. Once again must ampherised it because it is the last soccer at fico before they leave. We took a few group photos.

Heart Scars

My heart, however young it may be;
It's dealt with things, only old ones see.

It's got scars, covering this heart of mine;
The pieces are held together with bits of string and twine.

The dagger was wedged deep, deep, inside.
Now the scars on my heart, can no longer hide.

It now has difficulties being allowed to love.
I'm awaiting an angel, from the skies above.

The remnants of this thing, so disgraced to see...
Will never be the same, without someone loving me.

Behind them scars lies a world of hate
Behind them scars lies a world of fear
Destruction, Depression,
Demolition of a heart
Behind them scars lye secrets,
Lies told to cover and hide the truth
his feelings left inside
torn apart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
Leaving little scars behind
The little little things that
stab this boy on the inside
the things done by others
rip apart his heart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
No One Notices
Does Any One Care?
That this heart of his
Filled with Scars
That Each tell a memory
Of Things that
Hurts this boyon the inside
that ripped his heart apart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
I care
I care