Year 2009 is gonna end in a few hours time from now. 2010 new year and new school semester too. My 2009 is full of crazy stuff. Firstly is ORD a end to one of the important phase of my life. Then enrolling into NTU to start a new phase. However its so strange that I miss my NS life. Guess its the allowance.

Then met someone special who step into my life and my more colours seems to be added to my life. I met someone I really care and love. She is none other than kor kor dian haha ( shes gonna say: dun anyhow call me kor kor dian ).

Regarding my new year resoultions, theres too much to list.

I JUST WANT MY LOVE ONES TO BE HEALTHY, HAPPY, FUN AND CRAZY.

ME a name I call myself.
Once there is only me and its lonely.
Ups and downs there is only me.

Then there came YOU.
And lonely went away.
YOU are here to share.
YOU are here to hold.
YOU are here with ME.

ME and YOU and thats WE.
WE brings warm, concern
and
Love beget love.

Its xmas eve now!!! And plans for xmas is finally done within a last mintue notice to move dinner at orchard. Guess everything bound down to " if we want to make it happen we can do it within a short period of time " I am gonna have a xmas party, a real one with yummy food, drinks, buddies and BB =) Oh ya for the first time in my life I am gonna do a present exchange. But I have not bought it yet.

OK back to some routine xmas wishes. Every year I got 3 wishes, for the past many years my wishes were the same. THIS YEAR THERE ARE CHANGES, ITS LIKE FINALLY....

1.Wish that my family and my love ones will always be safe and healthy.

2. I hope I am able to do something everyday no matter abit or alot so that I am able to build a happy and better tml.

3.I wish that she will feel the warm, care and put on her cheerful and happy smile everyday <3

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Jingle all the wall. Xmas is around the corner in fact is just a few days away from now. Though there are sales everywhere in town, I did not do any shopping. Every years seems to be the same for me but this year I am feeling so different because I got someone special to share my joy with. NO MORE LONELY XMAS =)

Weather is kind of cold these few days. Its breeding flu bug... KoK KoK Dian is down with flu poor thing. GO AWAY FLU BUGS, dun bully my kok kok dian...

Chocolate and ME. Hmmm whats the link there when I am not a hardcore chocolate fan.
THINK....
THINK....
THINK....

Alright here we go....

Chocolate is actually just like me. It appears in many different brands, different shapes and different tastes. Different people prefer different type of chocolates. It is wonderful that dark bitter chocolates tastes sweet to someone who is happy or in love. Sweet milk or white chocolate can taste bitter to one who is sad or heartbroken. For normal everyday person the taste of the chocolate is what the flovor of the chocolates.

As me I appeared differently to different people. Some find me friendly, warm, lame, sweet, sour, bitter and many other more. The only different is that people use their tounge and mood to taste the chocolate. But people uses their eyes, ears and their mind to "taste" me.

Only if you were to use your heart and "taste" me, I will be that unique me for you.

Omg this is so random of me but there is just this sudden surge of feelings to just this out.

Signing off, Chocolate ME....

1 2 3 and its 4! ! ! Long time never blog. My kor kor dian is complaing already. Ok exam is over. Time to relax and spent time good time with my Bao Bei. I am floating on happiness now. The photos folder in my computer is increasing by one every month. Went shopping with baby after my last paper. Spent quite abit, I am like shua qian bu ja yan. Finally bought the very important Bday present and they are very worth it. I am glad that she loves it alot. Above are photos took from the past few days haha =)

Ps: Happy, sweet, treasuring, loving...... U!

If the end brings me out alright, all the pernicious odds won't amount in anything. Else if the end brings me out wrong,all the affectionate would make no difference.



Sudden surge of emoness flowing in, in this cold cold night..... Whats keeping me warm, is the feel of the heart.

Went to catch 2012 yesterday with BB, Joel, Alfred and XT. It is movie very worth watch. 100% with no regrets. Reminder book early if you want to watch because the tickets are selling dam fast. This story reflects on many different type of love. Love is a speacial force that can enable one to perforn something that is against all facts.

After watching the show it made me treasure the love ones I had. I give this show a rating of 4.8/5.

Ps: My love has no the end even if the end is approaching.
<3

Every day do something that will inch you closer to a better tomorrow.

Doug Firebaugh

I just came back from masia after my hair cut with BH, JOEL and ALFRED. I never regret going to OCS then to ARMOUR because I got to know a group of best buddies from there. We been through ups and downs. Being with these guys is just so fun.

OUR BUDDYSHIP SHALL CONTINUE ALL YEARS DOWN THE ROAD!!!!

It was halloween yesterday. I bet all the party people were at all the clubs showing off their costume or trying to scare people. Talking about halloween, I had never join in the party before. I miss last one due to oversea training. Hmmm if time allowa me I will join in the fun next year.

My Wai Gong woke me up this morning. I wonder why they all don;t like to call my mum handphone. And I told my mum to buy me the 925 fish soup bee hoon but she so stubborn and insist on buying me the chong pang one. Then went out with my parents to change new HP. Got myself SAMSUNG JET. Still new to the phone right now haha.

I almost had an heart attack today, heart was beating so fast that it was like almost reaching my throat. POST halloween fright i guess.

PS: 1 ----> 2 -----> 3. Its like a function and its now T = 3. I will always be here, there, everywhere to make sure that this function will keep going on till INFINITY. I WANT T = INFINITY

This is the siao lian eh... From the 1st time I saw him, from small size to fat fat, from single to daddy of 4 and now with a new house. Everyday eat, sleep and run up and down his new house.

Thanks to him because in the looking for him, was the 1st time I held her hand =).
I wonder if this siao lian is also monitoring the progress of mine, from very fit to not so fit, from single to attach..... I bet he just eat, slp and enjoy life.

One more month away from exam. Sian study is getting boring because most of us or I should say everyone of us are just studying for the sake of the grades. Can't help it because of the system here in SG. Study should be something fun which I call it fun learning. We should care more of what did we learnt or what can we take away from the things that we are studying.

Last time I used to blame myself for being careless but now I don't even have the chance to be careless because some question I don't even know how to start. Haiz bo bian I must still bear with the shit and keep on going. I just need to have the paper and find myself a good job for my future family.

Went to catch THE HURT LOCKER with Jo at CWP last Sunday. It was a really exciting show from the start till the end. Everytime they crazy guy is dis-arming the bomb I will sweat for him. I give it a 4.5/5 the missing 0.5 is because there is no sub-title haha...

Oh ya we had our dinner within 15 min or less that day. Next time I will plan the time well. Enjoyed the whole of last week with her by my side. HAO KAI XIN!!!!

PS: COLOURFUL VERY MUCH =)

Finally I got the time to complie and blog my 22nd birthday. MY UNFORGETTABLE 22ND BDAY!!!! Its a warm, lovely, fun, crazy bday better than my 21st. The dudes and dudeeees gave my a bday surprise right on the dot of my bday. We stomp in with moo moo holding a cake. I was so shocked, I seriously felt like crying at that moment. The only thing that came into my mind was " YOU Guys are the best that I ever had man!" After the cake we went for supper and home sweet home.

My bday night haven ended yet cos wu kong gave up on the journey to west and decided to spend it with the white tiger spirit haha... I am happy really very happy... Hmmmm I wish every year can be like this haha...

Then later in the evening we went for my bday steamboat. The food was so so but its still fun. Oh ya a pearl came for my steamboat too. Thanks alot ya pearl, pearly....
After the food, its party time. Went plush for some drinking and singing session as well as parry's cake cutting time haha.

Ya without fail, Bday boy will get drunk. I am drunk but I enjoyed it. I am drunk and I like it~~~ IT felt so right it felt so song haha~~~~.

Lastly THANKS you guys for this super duper unforgettable 22nd bday of mine. I LVOE U ALL!!!!

ps:U are the best I ever have... ( COLOURFUL!!!!) =)

If I know what love is, it is because of you

Nobody nobody but U....

I walk quietly behind you
Led by a single candle light
As your path becomes darker
My candle will become bright

Sometimes the road may narrow
With hills impossible to climb
My hands will be there for you
With needed force from behind

There are obstacles that lay ahead
May cause you to stumble and fall
I'll always be there to lift you up
And hold you until you stand tall

I am always there and will always be there....
For you I am sure...
Cause I am easily found when you need me....

I am lost. Nothting seems to be doing well for me. Feeling pressured, feeling down, feeling tired, all these are pushing down on me. How I wish I can be smarter and solve all the qns to my tut, how I wish words can really be louder than actions, how I wish....... The more I run the more they come but when I try to overcome its just too high for me to climb.


Overcoming the feeling isn't a one-time thing, it's something you have to do everyday, over and over again

And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I'll go.

Thursday went study with the semb and yisun ppl haha. I took like whole night to do my physic tutorial. What the hell la. Then in between took some photo with moo using her laptop.

Friday went phutuer with the ususal 3 plus parry, xiao tian and Joc. It was a bad session. And this week is a bad week for me. There is just this feeling that can come attacking on me everytime I am alone or when I start to think. Looks like it really easier to say than to actually do it. Its really hard on me but I will try my best.

Faith makes the discords of the present the harmonies of the future. ~Robert Collyer

Last week was all about school and not much. The only enjoying time was at city link last week. The rest of the days I was at home. Seems like the other 3 dudes are rather busy with their life last week. I WANT TO ENJOY MY WEEKENDS!!!! I MISS THE FEELING OF IT. Oh and my HP is failing on me. I think its time to change a new one. Looking at Samsung jet and HTC diamond 2. Any suggestions?

Ps: I am happy under you sunray... Part of me had a need name which is call "YOU"

My calculator just got a new tattoo. It will nicely done by a skilled calculator tatoo artist. But then if one day my calculator go missing very few people will know its mine even with the tatoo on it. Anyway 2 week of UNI for me is like data or informations overloading. I need a faster speed and bigger space and a better processer.

Ps: The last pair of eyes is there winthin my heart. They not only potray images, they also potray emotions, feelings and sending unseen msgs to me. Beep! U got a MSG:" I will treasure ".

This is what photoshop can do. But I am a noob =)

Went clubbing with the usuals. Its like so long never party with them but the fact is that we just had not meet up for one week only. However it just felt like " Long Time no see " that kind of feeling. At first we were planning to head down to phuture but then princess teh wants to change to rebel so as USUAL we gave it to her. Made BH waited for like an hour plus due to some miscommunication. So sorry about that BRO! We opened one bottle and ordered some drinks. Party was alittle different this time because I danced alot last night. We started from a small circle of our own and somehow or rather it attracted more people and the circle got bigger. I think dance floor should have been like that so that I can learn some moves from others.

PS: Dun ask why because there is no why. Dun ask how because there is no how. There are only choices and choices to choose. Had chose and really chosen it. Chosen a path that there is no saying of what will be at the end of it. Why dare? Dare as long as I can feel it. Because I can feel thats why I treasure every step or I should say every momoment. Will you regret? Isn't the answer obvious???

This is the first week of school as well as my UNI life in NTU. First week was rather slack for me becasue all the tutorails start only on week 2. School days were fine till today. I had my very first maths lesson after so long. I still thought I can get myself into the flow of the lecture just like in poly days. I was wrong. Althought I had learnt them in poly but after 2 yrs of NS, I guess all gone.

I am so dead. I was like WTF! The fourier series seems to know me more than I know him. Got to put more effort to get myself back into the flow if not I will be wash of just like PooF! Maybe worse no sound just gone.

Alright time to study till then people!!!

Is shopping day today. Went town to shop around with gene and SL and HM. Wanted to go ION but then the shops there too high end le. So I brought them to wishma, taka then to FarEast. I bought a shirt there then a bag at paragon celio. Spent arounf 100 bucks and realised that my gold mine is depleting. I wanted to buy a polo T form ben sherman one but don't why theres like not much colour to choose. Sian Half! Then I saw a fred perry T-shirt and a white short sleeve shirt I liked them so much but then I controled myself and decided not to buy. I will get them some day. And then home sweet home.
Mum made some XUE GE. Long time never eat liao. YUMMY! And people say XUE GE are good for skin and just nice I got sunburn. Omg one more day till UNI life start....

Went for a mini BBQ session on Friday with my secondary gang. Thanks for Mr gene and SL for preparing the food. Everytime when it come to this kind of event I do nothing but eat only haha. After the food, we sat down for a heart to heart talk seesion. It been quite sometime since everyone got together to update each other on whats going on with their life lately. As you know as we chatted time flew and ah pang got to stay over at my house.

The very next morning we played MJ. And this was the first time I felt happy that I lost. I did not do it purposely, I just played normally. I know this may sound crap but then you know haha... MJ seesion ended at 6 sharp because I got to meet tiger for dinner. I said 6.30 but I was late by half an hour. Hmmmm I am really getting rusty in my time estimation. Hopefully I can derust it before scholl start but school is starting in 2 days time lol.

PS: Dare to walk the path as long as I don't feel alone.

OK done blogging my camp stuff. Now time for my recent life haha. Straight after the day when I came back form camp, met up with the usuals and we went rebel. Oh before that went movie with Jolyn. Watched fighting but in the end not much fighting in the show. I am so damm disappointed. Clubbing that night was so so only and the drinks sucks too. I was like drinking lime juice which is overly charged. PISSED!!!!

Tuesday met up with Jolyn and went hamsters hunting around yishun. She is really obsessed about hamsters. And she believe that she can talk to them haha. Then at night went to celebrated suweee's 22nd BDAY which was a very last mintue. Hope she enjoyed it though its last min but then its still very got XIM one.

Went phuture yesterday night. I did not party, I was babysitting. My secondary school friends ( you know who you are ) were like damm high after their daring trys of super lambo and AK 47. They were super funny and I shall help spread the news to the rest haha.

Finally I am done doing up the photos of my CAC camp. It was a very fun, crazy, nonsence and tiring five days camp. Met a bunch of very crazy boys and guys including my fellow group leader. I thought I myself is crazy enough but until I joined this camp I think I still got a long way to go. First day of the camp needless to say are all the ice breaking games as well as the cheers.

Then the second day was amzing race, we went all around SG to find check points after check points. After that it transit to SHI ZHI LU KOU where we need to find link bettween the food and finally ending it with duck rice. Then we were taken to LCK cemetry for our fright night, it was supposed to be scary but then its just too close to my training ares when I was still a cadet.

The 3rd say was out door games at sentosa. The sun was buringing hot and I was roasted. Played lots of games that day. And that was when the motto od holden came by. The motto goes like CHA BA 1ST, Friendship 2ND.... And the master who came up with this is none other than Mr Ben. When the sun set, its the start of the TEKAN session by the programmers and the GL. We were all blind folded and given nickname. We met our secret pal that night but then we can only feel and hear their voice. And we got to go through a few station of TEKAN before the day end. My nick was SUN WU KONG and I was full of flour, power, toothpaste, soap and drenched. The highlight was that I got famous after that night.

Day four the search for our secret pal. Its yet another TEKAN session but this time round all the female in the room will be watching the stupids thing you do. Then was clubbing session at zouk for that night.

Day five camp fire night. That night holden went even more crazy and suuper high. We were all doing the TAI KE dance every now and then. We were the last group to leave the school that night. We just can;t bear to leave each other. We were like taking photo non-stop. ONCE A HOLDEN ALWAYS A HOLDEN.

Finally 3 day of audio house road show ended today. Dam tired. Sales on the 1st day was not up there. Maybe because I too long never work liao haha. Then there was a little improvement on the 2nd day. By then I think I was also able to become a promoter for HD TV too. I can actually copy what they said. Oh got a suprise visit by jolyn and she bought snacks for me. Thanks a million for the MARS. TOUCHED! As for today my sales was very up there and I liked the feeling. Got to know new friends this show again as well as getting to be closer with the audio house people. I like working with audio house feels more relax and fun.

However the sad thing is i miss out the food at the show too. Never got to try the BBQ sotong. And I think my ears will degrade earlier due to clubbing and the speakes that were blasting at the road show.

I am going for my freashman camp starting from tml till friday. And I still have not pack my stuffs yet. I really want to go for the SIM bash too but it clash with my camp. Damm sad don't know if I can like leave for one night and join the usual at butter fac lol. I think I shall go pack my things already. Till then everyone....

PS: I am still reachable through my phone. So just feel free to call or sms me.

Yesterday I woke up early in the morning and made my way down to CCK to had MAC breakfast with JOC, Joel and Frankie. It was JOC idea. Can't believe I really did this kind of crazy thing. But give it to the moo la. Then met up with Hui Ling and headed to town. Really got to thanks her for accompany me down to town to buy my sandal. And also thanks for the discount haha. Went to the new orchard ion to explore. Although not all the shops are open yet but the place is still cool and nice. Its just like another paragon because most of the outlets there are branded. Even some which I never heard of. How I wish I got the money to spend there.

Then as for the night, I party all night at phuture with the usual 3 who are left in SG. It was pack as usual. BH went high, duper high or I should say crazy. But once agian give it to him because we all understand.

As for today, I woke up around 2.45. Dam tired. Met up with Jolyn for dinner and movie. Seriously from the first time I saw her, I really thinks that shes a potato but I was wrong. Her chinese is actually very powerful. Can't blame me for that because she spoke to me in english all the while the first time we talked. Anyway Harry Potter is not that bad after all. And "FIGHTING" is out but only a few places screening. I so so so want to catch it but I am working this coming weekend and my freshmen camp is next next. Hopefully by then the show is still screening.

My blog is lagging behind alot. Lots of event took place. All those who supposed to go AUS for studies had already left. Leaving behind Alfred, BH, Frankie and me. And out of the 4 3 of them are losers haha. Or maybe it just 2?? Been cutting down alot on clubbing lately. The last one was at power house, it was my first time there. I shall give a 3.5/5 for it. Guess what saw my boss there having fun and talking to the chicks there haha.

Had my first try at KUSHIBO yesterday with the secondary school gang. Had a dam full dinner. All the sea food and the beef there are tasty. Then headed back to Yishun GV for movie with the usual. And then home sweet home. As for today I went for a hair cut and then swimming. And ending my day after dinner and a pool session at AMK.

Lately I been seeing people around me going through a emo season including myself. But I am feeling better now. However I am also wondering why some of them are also emo? From what I see, hear or what so ever, they are pretty much better of than me. I just don't understand. Wondering how long my loser streak will go on like this. But fuck it i guess, just enjoy myself with the other 3 not 4 including joel as much as possible.

Ps: We maybe loser but we will never give up LOL!!!!

Just got home. Ya Went to club agian. Really didn't intend to club but for frankie and zhi hong I decided to go. Though Frankie did not join us in the end but I understand. Brother cheer up and happy birthday. And really don't ever think of joining me as a loser lol. Dk and Qh left today morning. Wish both of them all the best in their study over at AUS.

Clubbing to me now really felt so different from the past. Its really not the same anymore. Don't know why but its happening to me. Maybe I am just too tired really really tired.

Ps: Maybe someday or maybe I will never let myself agian........

Spend my sunday Sat night at Dk house with the freezer chiller. The last gathering with all the people there I guess since 3 of them will be flying off real soon. After they leave will left with BH, Alfred, Frankie and me the 4 regular from the freezer chiller haha.

Then yesterday night went fico for soccer. Once again must ampherised it because it is the last soccer at fico before they leave. We took a few group photos.

Heart Scars

My heart, however young it may be;
It's dealt with things, only old ones see.

It's got scars, covering this heart of mine;
The pieces are held together with bits of string and twine.

The dagger was wedged deep, deep, inside.
Now the scars on my heart, can no longer hide.

It now has difficulties being allowed to love.
I'm awaiting an angel, from the skies above.

The remnants of this thing, so disgraced to see...
Will never be the same, without someone loving me.

Behind them scars lies a world of hate
Behind them scars lies a world of fear
Destruction, Depression,
Demolition of a heart
Behind them scars lye secrets,
Lies told to cover and hide the truth
his feelings left inside
torn apart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
Leaving little scars behind
The little little things that
stab this boy on the inside
the things done by others
rip apart his heart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
No One Notices
Does Any One Care?
That this heart of his
Filled with Scars
That Each tell a memory
Of Things that
Hurts this boyon the inside
that ripped his heart apart
Bit by Bit
Chunk By Chunk
I care
I care

Due to H1N1 all clubbing had been put on hold for me. Speaking of clubbing why am I clubbing. Some people had ask me this question before. For the start I was curious then after some heart breaking issue I clubbed more. I went there to some how numb myself from those unhappy feeling trying to pick myself up and maybe thats what I call find myself. However did I really found it.

Who to blame? I guess I can only blame it on why I took my first step into knowing whats a r/s and whats the feeling of falling in love with someone that I feel different from the rest. Since the very first try out I had leave myself too many scars from r/s. And its slowly eating away my confidence bit by bit. Had asked myself after each failure, iszit something I did was wrong. I tried everything I can I gave freedom, I tolerate and give in to everything even till a point I need to even close both of my eyes. However this NICE thing is not getting me anywhere. The same ending happend agian and again and once again.

I always wanted to be a present tense but I always become a past. Why iszit that I can only be one memories.

Oh my drift away by my feelings lol. Ya been resting at home these few days. Watched transformer 2 on WED with joc, xt and alfred. The effect were good. As for today I played bball in the evening with my sec gang. Had dinner at semb with joc and jojo. Ate KFC again its the 2nd time this week for me.

PS: LIFE can you treat me better...

Last sat stayed at home till the rom of my cousin. Hmmm seems like all of them had found their partner. Kind of envy them. The buffet was nice. Especially the shark fin soup and the roast chicken. And my cousin and uncle made me drank again. They opened 7 - 8 bottle of red wine. And once again I am beinging questioned again by my cousins " Why are you stilll single". WTH like I want but Me BO LANG AI what can I do lol. Wish them all the best!!!

Sunday went to tree top walk with Frankie, Ze Kai, Parry, BH, Qiu Hao and MOO. Luck the rain did stop. Had a mini route march there but this time round as a CV. Bring back memories of all the route march I been through in army. And I hate it most. After that had our dinner at botak jones. It taste good but makes you thirsty. As for the night we chilled at dk house and resulted with 2 men drunk haha.

Today I slpet at 5am in the morning after finishing the whole eyeshield 21 anime the 1st anime which I watch till cried. Some statments they made in the ainme was so meaningful. Then slpet whole day till dinner with Moo Moo and chatted for awhile and headed to fico for soccer with the guys. I really noob in soccer. All I know is kick the ball into the goal thats all. And here I am blogging haha. Hmm thats all for now. WIll try my best to update faster!

Sunday went LONG MAN for the dim xum buffet with my secondary school gang. Its been so long since all of us met up. They were all so busy plus me so into my night life lately. We went KTV after buffet. Did not sing much as I not really in the mood to sing that day. But I still had fun. Then at night accompany my moo moo to her work place. My taste was right because the purple top looks good on her. SO DON'T EVER DOUBT MY TASE HUH!

Monday went wild wild wet with JOC, Alfred, Frankie and Parry. It was my very first time there. The sun was so hot that it even heated up the water in the pool. Tried all the games there. The most exciting one was the damm high and steep slide. Had a race in the lazy pool damm shag. After that went for my breifing for the PC show. JOC and Alfred accompany me down. Thanks!! Went for bowling at night. I really suck at the game. And then dota till morning.

Tuesday Slpet till afternoon and woke up to finish the undone present. I really did my very best put alot of heart, sweat and everything in making it. Then went dinner at SEMB HK Cafe with JOC before her driving. During the night we spent 1HR plus deciding where to go on MSN but in the end everything was cancel due to the indeciveness of us. Thus MOO MOO was angry, she became very fierce to me on msn and don't even want to answer my call. So in the end don't why and how come, we decided to go to MASIA for supper at around 3 plus. All of us flew down to cstom and headed for our Ablone mee and wanton mee. Ans finally JOC was happy agian haha.

Yesterday went butter factory to party. Opened bottles and party till 4am. The queue was so long even for the VIP we also needed to queue. JOC did not join us as she is going holiday with her family. She assign me to takce care of DUMB DUMB before she left. Hope she will buy present for me haha..

Today slpet for 3HR and I headed down to Sun tec for work. There were alot of people but then not sales for me. The sales for me was bad. Don't know why all the customer always say I will come back later but I never see them. Hmmm maybe kana stolen by my fellow mate. But I still earn one bottle of bird nest haha. Hope tml will be better and those customers who said will come back and find me will do so. I need the money to support my life and maybe for GSS haha.

PS: This monment, This part of life don't look back go for it......

Went singing K with Alfred, ZK, BH and Frankie on MONDAY. Sang at AMK k box. We kept on asking for more tibits until the person serving becaome du lan haha. The air con tere was freezing maybe thats the tatic they used to make people like us leave earlier haha. We start from chinese songs to english songs then end the session with clubbing songs. Then we headed to 925 for dinner for me supper for alfred. Then home sweet home and once again reached home at 3am plus.

Yesterday was pay day went down to my company to collect my pay. Saw other promoter there too. Then headed down to lancourt to find bao yu for lunch. We ate in one italian plus jap style resturant. The food rating was 4/5. YUM YUM!!OH Ya how can I forget the moo moo, saw her at funnan there. So heng sia! But that BO XIM JOC SAID SO SUAY TO SEE ME. BAI TENG LE!!! Went to catch the conspiracy with her later in the night. Did some smuggling of MAC into the cinema. And I really did took tissue and out inside my bag but they were no where to be seen. The show rating was 3.5/5. How I wish I got a system that can get me anything. Ya after movie home sweet home for us. I got home at around 12 plus the 1st early night home since don't know when haha...

PS: HOLE Z HOLE Z..... :)

Ok time to blog. Beeen slacking too much liao. Ya went to my moo moo birthday chalet last WED TILL FRI. Had lots of fun and lost money too haha. Did lots of stupid and daring things at the chalet. As you can see thats the pretty BDAY Ger on the pic above. As for the rest of the pictures I lazy to edit but they can be view on others blog. Ya one year older for her liao. Hope she will be happy and SENG MONG DI LOL!

On Friday met up with Joc and xiao tian followed them around to shop for heels and pants. And then headed down to expo for the food fair together with DK, Frankie, Parry and Ze Kai. The kadong lasksa was good. We ate takopachi which reminds me od TEHKOPACHI haha. Bought food for my sis who is working there with a black face. I wonder who will buy from her la. After the food the party group headed to DK house to wait for him and Frankie to change. And then headed down to phuture to party. That night was happening because of Frankie's peace sign.

Yesterday accomanpy Joc to shop again because she said she feeling rich. Went to suntec and walk around. She got herself 2 tops. Then met up with the LAO GONG and LAO PO to have dinner. Then home sweet home. However thats not the end, we met up with the usual agian at 2330 for supper and some chilling out session at the yishun dam. Once again got home at 0300 and slpt all the way till 1400 today.

Its was sentosa again last friday. It was a very last minute kind of outing where people over slept and people still stuck in camp. However we all still managed to turned up for it. I was damm shag that day because I just had a over night MJ session the night before. Thats rather crazy of me. But thats my style once I said I will go means I will be there. We went there with no volley ball but lucky I saw benjamin there and his group has a ball. Long time never seen him and I think he really changed alot because I never seen in playing that kind of game in my life before haha.
It was a cam hore session for me and Parry took alot of pictures but I did not upload all. Too many of them and I too lazy to eidt. Plus some pictures are best kept unseen haha. BUT you can get to see them somewhere. Frankie kana bullied gao lat gao lat that day by ms joc.
After that we slacked at cafe del ma. It is a nice place to slack and chill and most importantly bath. Then we headed back to vivo and home sweet home. However my day did not just end there. Around 11 plus we met up for supper and headed to DK's house for texas poker. I lost 40 bucks that night and its once again another sleepless night for me.

Finally my 2 years tour in army has come to an end. From a recuit to officer cadet to armour officer cadet to an armour officer. It was a long and tough journey. However tough training build me into what I am now. Really do miss my cadet's days most. Had lots of fun there. Most importantly made good friends there. ESP ALFRED!!! Guess ORD ended another chapter of my life and now I am prepareing to enter a new phase.

We went butter factory on WED for our so called " ORD PARTY". As usual opened 3 bottles of liquors. The queue that day was dam long but we were consider VIP so no need to queue. Saw Calvin that day, cleared our misunderstanding and I feel much better now. Drank quite abit that day. Got the tipsy feeling, its been quite sometime since I got this feeling. This party also marks the day when I decided really to let it go. I decided to quit DF ( u guys should know wats this ).

LIFE OF SUGAR AND PLASTER.

One night sugar met up with plaster and they start talking about their life. Sugar kicked off with his life. Hi I am sugar I bring sweetness to one's life. When the tea, coffee or herbal tea is too bitter I will be added to sweeten up the taste. Its the same when ones life is getting bitter I will be there to get rid of the bitter. Then plaster replied" WOW that's great! So I bet you are popular and well like". Sugar sigh and said" One will only need me when it is bitter once they feel that they are fine with the taste I will not be needed anymore". I am just a sweeten and forgotten taste.

After hearing that plaster gave a very deep sigh too. I am not any better he said. When one is hurt, I will cover and stop the bleeding of the wound. I will prevent any other gems to infect or make the wound worse. I will be there till the wound is heal but its also the time I will be thrown away.

ps: Hmmmm if one day both sugar and plaster are gone will one realised them..... I wonder.....

Warning! Defence layer 1 and 2 down. Emo flowing in at high speed. Prepare to activate the standby defence layer. Ok lame. But don't why suddenly felt emo. Too much negative energy surrounding me now, thats why defence failing on me. Oh just now the ping pong show, if really come to a time for me to choose between winning the game or the girl I really like, I will choose the girl. Hmmmm no mood to type anymore. Standby defence is up emo being held down for the moment. Activated systerm repair, defence will be re-up in 8 hours time.

Ps: Who will be my sugar when its turing bitter for me......

PHUTURE PHUTURE






Went phuture on WED and FRI last week. Looks like now my programmes are all night life. And I am spending most of my day life sleeping. The crowd on WED was just nice and there are quite abit of cai there. However too bad for Ms MOO MOO not much cai for her that day. On thing suck was the music stopped early that night. Friday was fun too. Was there with more ppl, Alfred, Frankie, Parry,Kai Wa, Xiao Tian and joc. Most of them clear their forfeits that night. Things was not so smooth that night I lost a battle due to some pro shake it mama dance move and I got rejected sia. But I also dunno why I angry haha... Alfred went emoing at one part but he enjoyed the rest of the night I guess.. RIGHT ALFRED??? Can't wait for the next party to come. Shit I think I am hooked??? LOL!!!

Yesterday went to town to accompany Joc to finish her coupons. Went there and realised its some Buddhism carnival. As you see I don't really like vegetarian food but for my CAI I actually ate them. The taste was normal. There is one thing I can confirm I will not become gay and definitely not a monk too haha. We played some funny games there too. After finishing the coupons Joc went back to sentosa and left me alone to ROT. EVIL !!! LOL!! Went to meet up with Parry at suntec waited like 1 hour plus for him. Then went back to fetch Joc and we headed to Chomp Chomp for dinner. After that we met up with Frankie and Ze Kai at Bishan to watch TAKEN. This is a MUST CATCH movie. Its filled with actions and father love. How I wish I was trained like the guy in TAKEN haha.

Some update about me. I am gonna ORD really soon therefore I am clearing my off and leave now. Really free. Enjoying my night life to the max now. And I finally able to change the pictures of my hp guess I finally able to let go. Although sometime when I am at certain place or when I heard certian song still will emo la. Hmmmm looking forward to May 13th party. Hope Alfred wish will come ture. JIA YOU!!! And JOC don't so emo leh.. I am gonna fill your empty up haha!!!

Had not been updating my blog due to my lazyness. Spend some time gathering all my pictures of what I was doing lately and finally its done haha. Here you go.....



PULA UBIN TRIP













Finally its my pula ubin outing or I should say out field. My morning call rang at 7. I was so so so shag because I party whole night the day before. Went to meet xiao tian for some last min shopping and we headed for breakfast at mac together with Alfred and JOC. We were late as usual haha. Met up with daryl, kai wa and frankie they all at parsir ris. Alfred sis in law came and passed us the tent. He was kind enough to give us a ride to the jetty where we met up with ze kai and ivan. The load on my back was quite heavy. No choice got to carry water for my ms JOC. KANA BULLY SIA!

Took the ferry over to pula ubin, on the way there I saw tekong and lots of memories flooed into my mind. Reminding me the 1st day when I got enlisted and I realise time really fly pass fast. Ubin is really different from the main land because I don't see tall buildings. All I can see are wooden houses. Rented our bikes at $8 and $10 respectively. $10 are for those who are renting the bikes over night.

When all were ready we setted off in the mission to conqure pula ubin with kai wa as point bike. We went holland in the forst part of the trip. That kai wa leaded us to some route which is immpossible to cycle. No choice but to back track. We cycled on both dirt and road track. Going up and down steep slopes. It really dam shag with 4.5kg of load with me. But I loved the challenge. Our miss xiao tian got a new name CHERRY QQ because she has low horse power. Some of us got no choice but to push the bike up the steep slope. It was when frankie said" WE PAY TO PUSH BIKE AH". Impressed by JOC she really is a WRX. She got the horse power but still CHA YOU DANG HAHA!!!

We had our lunch at the only resturant on ubin. Each of us paid 10 bucks for a 8 course meal. The food was average so I give it a 3/5. After topping up petrol we continued with our mission. Its been so long since I sweat that much. It was around late evening when we finally conqured ubin. Daryl, Frankie, Ivan and Ze Kai headed back to mainland while ALfred, Kai wa, Xiao tain, Joc and me stayed.

We found ourselve a good camp site near the beach. We split into two group, Alfred and I start setting up the tent while kai wa brought the 2 girls to shower. Alfred and I had quite a hard time figuring out how to up the tent can't blame use we are noob. After that we switch over we went for oue shower and the girls start their cooking. It was our MS QIAN JING JOC very first time cooking out field. Hope she learnt something out of this trip haha. We eat, crap and played true and dare. The dare is getting more and more power each time. I wonder what will be the dare or punishment the next time we play again. Dunno why I suddenly felt emo later in the night. The night was hot, no wind nth...

We packed up at 8 the next morning and headed back to mainland. All of us were shag out. Had our breakfast at changi village and headed home. Slept the rest of my day away at home. The trip was shag BUT I ENJOY IT!!!



ME AND MY SPEC OUTING!!!









Because I am gonna ORD soon my spec decided to make a big hole in my pocket. I treated them sakura internaitional buffet at orchard. They food was so so only but I like the free flow of salmon. After our dinner, we took quite abit of time deciding what to do after that. Then I decided to bring them to liquid 40. It is a KTV PUB where JOC is working at now. First time goign there thus had a hard time locating the pub. Opened 2 bottle of martel. Needless to say we drank, sing and tok cock. I felt bad for making my PS drunk and he vomitted on the cab haha. Then me and a few of my spec headed down to rebel. As usual the music was good but the crowd sucks. Stayed in the club till ms JOC knock off and we cabbed home. I think I am too crazy to party till so late knowing that I got to wake up early the next day for my PULA UBIN TRIP.