Due to H1N1 all clubbing had been put on hold for me. Speaking of clubbing why am I clubbing. Some people had ask me this question before. For the start I was curious then after some heart breaking issue I clubbed more. I went there to some how numb myself from those unhappy feeling trying to pick myself up and maybe thats what I call find myself. However did I really found it.

Who to blame? I guess I can only blame it on why I took my first step into knowing whats a r/s and whats the feeling of falling in love with someone that I feel different from the rest. Since the very first try out I had leave myself too many scars from r/s. And its slowly eating away my confidence bit by bit. Had asked myself after each failure, iszit something I did was wrong. I tried everything I can I gave freedom, I tolerate and give in to everything even till a point I need to even close both of my eyes. However this NICE thing is not getting me anywhere. The same ending happend agian and again and once again.

I always wanted to be a present tense but I always become a past. Why iszit that I can only be one memories.

Oh my drift away by my feelings lol. Ya been resting at home these few days. Watched transformer 2 on WED with joc, xt and alfred. The effect were good. As for today I played bball in the evening with my sec gang. Had dinner at semb with joc and jojo. Ate KFC again its the 2nd time this week for me.

PS: LIFE can you treat me better...

Last sat stayed at home till the rom of my cousin. Hmmm seems like all of them had found their partner. Kind of envy them. The buffet was nice. Especially the shark fin soup and the roast chicken. And my cousin and uncle made me drank again. They opened 7 - 8 bottle of red wine. And once again I am beinging questioned again by my cousins " Why are you stilll single". WTH like I want but Me BO LANG AI what can I do lol. Wish them all the best!!!

Sunday went to tree top walk with Frankie, Ze Kai, Parry, BH, Qiu Hao and MOO. Luck the rain did stop. Had a mini route march there but this time round as a CV. Bring back memories of all the route march I been through in army. And I hate it most. After that had our dinner at botak jones. It taste good but makes you thirsty. As for the night we chilled at dk house and resulted with 2 men drunk haha.

Today I slpet at 5am in the morning after finishing the whole eyeshield 21 anime the 1st anime which I watch till cried. Some statments they made in the ainme was so meaningful. Then slpet whole day till dinner with Moo Moo and chatted for awhile and headed to fico for soccer with the guys. I really noob in soccer. All I know is kick the ball into the goal thats all. And here I am blogging haha. Hmm thats all for now. WIll try my best to update faster!

Sunday went LONG MAN for the dim xum buffet with my secondary school gang. Its been so long since all of us met up. They were all so busy plus me so into my night life lately. We went KTV after buffet. Did not sing much as I not really in the mood to sing that day. But I still had fun. Then at night accompany my moo moo to her work place. My taste was right because the purple top looks good on her. SO DON'T EVER DOUBT MY TASE HUH!

Monday went wild wild wet with JOC, Alfred, Frankie and Parry. It was my very first time there. The sun was so hot that it even heated up the water in the pool. Tried all the games there. The most exciting one was the damm high and steep slide. Had a race in the lazy pool damm shag. After that went for my breifing for the PC show. JOC and Alfred accompany me down. Thanks!! Went for bowling at night. I really suck at the game. And then dota till morning.

Tuesday Slpet till afternoon and woke up to finish the undone present. I really did my very best put alot of heart, sweat and everything in making it. Then went dinner at SEMB HK Cafe with JOC before her driving. During the night we spent 1HR plus deciding where to go on MSN but in the end everything was cancel due to the indeciveness of us. Thus MOO MOO was angry, she became very fierce to me on msn and don't even want to answer my call. So in the end don't why and how come, we decided to go to MASIA for supper at around 3 plus. All of us flew down to cstom and headed for our Ablone mee and wanton mee. Ans finally JOC was happy agian haha.

Yesterday went butter factory to party. Opened bottles and party till 4am. The queue was so long even for the VIP we also needed to queue. JOC did not join us as she is going holiday with her family. She assign me to takce care of DUMB DUMB before she left. Hope she will buy present for me haha..

Today slpet for 3HR and I headed down to Sun tec for work. There were alot of people but then not sales for me. The sales for me was bad. Don't know why all the customer always say I will come back later but I never see them. Hmmm maybe kana stolen by my fellow mate. But I still earn one bottle of bird nest haha. Hope tml will be better and those customers who said will come back and find me will do so. I need the money to support my life and maybe for GSS haha.

PS: This monment, This part of life don't look back go for it......

Went singing K with Alfred, ZK, BH and Frankie on MONDAY. Sang at AMK k box. We kept on asking for more tibits until the person serving becaome du lan haha. The air con tere was freezing maybe thats the tatic they used to make people like us leave earlier haha. We start from chinese songs to english songs then end the session with clubbing songs. Then we headed to 925 for dinner for me supper for alfred. Then home sweet home and once again reached home at 3am plus.

Yesterday was pay day went down to my company to collect my pay. Saw other promoter there too. Then headed down to lancourt to find bao yu for lunch. We ate in one italian plus jap style resturant. The food rating was 4/5. YUM YUM!!OH Ya how can I forget the moo moo, saw her at funnan there. So heng sia! But that BO XIM JOC SAID SO SUAY TO SEE ME. BAI TENG LE!!! Went to catch the conspiracy with her later in the night. Did some smuggling of MAC into the cinema. And I really did took tissue and out inside my bag but they were no where to be seen. The show rating was 3.5/5. How I wish I got a system that can get me anything. Ya after movie home sweet home for us. I got home at around 12 plus the 1st early night home since don't know when haha...

PS: HOLE Z HOLE Z..... :)

Ok time to blog. Beeen slacking too much liao. Ya went to my moo moo birthday chalet last WED TILL FRI. Had lots of fun and lost money too haha. Did lots of stupid and daring things at the chalet. As you can see thats the pretty BDAY Ger on the pic above. As for the rest of the pictures I lazy to edit but they can be view on others blog. Ya one year older for her liao. Hope she will be happy and SENG MONG DI LOL!

On Friday met up with Joc and xiao tian followed them around to shop for heels and pants. And then headed down to expo for the food fair together with DK, Frankie, Parry and Ze Kai. The kadong lasksa was good. We ate takopachi which reminds me od TEHKOPACHI haha. Bought food for my sis who is working there with a black face. I wonder who will buy from her la. After the food the party group headed to DK house to wait for him and Frankie to change. And then headed down to phuture to party. That night was happening because of Frankie's peace sign.

Yesterday accomanpy Joc to shop again because she said she feeling rich. Went to suntec and walk around. She got herself 2 tops. Then met up with the LAO GONG and LAO PO to have dinner. Then home sweet home. However thats not the end, we met up with the usual agian at 2330 for supper and some chilling out session at the yishun dam. Once again got home at 0300 and slpt all the way till 1400 today.