Exam is one month away from now. Sucks to the core. Seen one of my friend drowning himself lately and I saw myself in the past. Speechless and because I been through worse thats why pls wake up your idea. No point and not worth it.
Lately I realise that there is this other character of me surfacing more and more often. Maybe its because of the reflection of myself I saw from whats happening to my friend. It trigger something in me, a super active "self-defending" system. Its like a spike that will activated when it feels that something is not fair to me. Its a sudden surge of adrenaline rush and being release out through my tone, speech and reaction.
But well should be a side effect after being hurt over and over again.
Something is really wrong... Arrrrhhhhhh off to bed
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