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Today was suppose to be a beautiful day and a mark of an ending which I kept it all with beautiful memories. But shit happend. What a day for me. I recieved a phone call from one that I loved so much and she fuck me upside down. And me not knowing what actually happen felt shock. Harsh words just came into my ear and pircing straight through my heart. Sometime you really dun not need a knife to kill someone. Word alone can do the job. And its better as it will not kill you but torture your inside.

Then followed by harsh and deadly sms form her. My heart was pronouce dead that moment. From the start till the end and even after, I was trying my best to love, to care and protecting her. But all these doesn't seems to be acknowledge by her. She really only care about her feelings when she said those things. I am also human. Have you not done enough damge to my heart, you just want it dead don't you. It is so hurting till I felt nothing. If you really want it this way so be it. A guardian angel also has his own limit, what make it worse is that the one who pull the trigger right on the spot and kills him off was the one he was always protecting with his wings.

What have I done to deserve this. Now that the angel is dead my duty is over really over. Not to say I am the best but I did my part with my best when I was still on duty. You can go round doing or say what you want and I am not affected anymore. Who care how they people will look at me or see me as. Since this is way you wanted it, I will accept it. I will not hate you. Do take care and wishing you all the best from the bottom of my heart.

I am on my way throug the dragon gate now.

Its just a major exam in my life that I got to  face but I leanrt alot from it.